HELP- So confused about my feelings (updated version)?

Sometimes it's hard to move out of friendship and into "boyfriendship" because you don't want to risk something happening that will not allow you to go back to that stage of friendship. It sounds like maybe u really do like him and you should open up to your feelings and see where it takes you. You two seem to care about each toher enough to be in a healthy relationship whether it's platonic or otherwise. <3