Wot should i do???

owk so i hav a best friend...and she is nice and all but....she never acts lyk shes my friend...when i am with her shes owk but when shes with the stupid new kid shes lyk forgets that i am even thea....my sister goes to the same school as me and she also acts lyk who cares about me and she toks to the new sophmore kid..nw i h8 him so much! he lyk never toks to me lyk i am a loser or wot eva...maybe i am juss to nice and i shuld lyk hav sum attitude....i mean my friends seem totally FAKE! Everyone was having a nice time sitting together at the library i was going to join when the librarian said only 4 to a table...then i left..i thot my bff would follow me and accompany me but i was left alone....i hate her so much, i always hav her back but she...she juss doesnt care about me, if she did wuldnt she knw i was mad and very upset? But no she juss wanted to be with that f'in new kid! she dnt even luk at me once to see if i was owk or how i was doing....i think i am being to freakin nyc..